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Untuk menilai kecantikan seseorang adalah terlalu universal sifatnya. Cantik mungkin pada rupa. Cantik mungkin pada hati.

Berbagai definisi untuk menjelaskan apa itu cantik.

Mungkin pada sesetengah orang, mata yang sepet itu cantik. Atau mungkin mata yang bulat dan galak itu yang lebih cantik.

Mungkin pada seseorang kecantikannya adalah keunikannya daripada segi personaliti dan identitinya.

Persoalan ini terlintas selepas seseorang menimbulkan persoalan cantik dan persolan itu bermain di fikiran. Lantas, hari ini aku ajukan soalan itu pada seseorang dan tiada jawapan yang tepat diberikan.

Cantik? Apa itu cantik?

Today I went for break fasting at SOULed OUT, Desa Sri Hartamas. Haven’t hang out with everyone for quite sometimes… Being busy with classes and etc.

We chatted and ate. The food is OK and I have decided to order Lamb Chop. Anyway, big portion but the sauce need some improvement. I did not order my favourite food this time. What is my favourite? Pizza Fungi.. Lots and lots of cheese and fungi.. Perhaps after fasting month will go for pizza…

Minggu ni 1st week puasa dan ari ni aku ada kelas. Kelas En Azizan ngan Pn Jalilah. Aku minta postpone submit assignment dan presentation kat En Azizan. Nasib baik ler dia bagi. Bak kata orang, dah bagi betis nak peha.. So, aku minta lagi postpone test. Hehehe..

Mana tak nya…  buat masa ni aku tak menang tangan. Keja kat opis menimbun.. Bukan menimbun pasal aku tak buat… tapi pasal paperwork and formality.. Dah nasib badan seconded kat bank.. Kena ler comply.

Not just that, minggu lepas kontraktor baru start tukar skysign. Seriau aku dibuatnya dan aku rasa perasaan tu akan ada selagi diaorang tak tukar 3-3 side of the building nyer skysign. Takpelah.. dah namanya tugas kan.. buat aje ler..

Itu baru citer sikit pasal keje kat opis..

Assignment and dissertation semua tak berusik langsung last week. Balik umah pun dah lewat.. sampai-sampai umah , lepak-lepak jap then g mandi dan tido lepas semayang.. Letih sangat.. Kalau takde kelas pun, lepas buka.. sure ter’doze’ off. Sah-sah lerrr tak buat assignment..

Now nak tak nak aku nak kena siapkan gak tak kira ler macam mana pun.. Itu lerr adat orang belajar, mak aku kata.

Iyerlah mak… orang tau…

I have weight problem recently. I believe stress at work is the problem to gain weight instead off loosing weight.

I am an active person by looking at my daily activities from 6am - 12 m/night but it doesn’t help me to reduce or maintain weight.

Few months back after my superior resigned from his possession, I started to gain weight. Maybe I am to worried and I started to eat a lot. I end up at 65kg with 5′ height. It makes me felt that I am bluehyppo.

I’ve tried few products and I can’t bare with product require me to drink. It makes me feel sick though the taste isn’t bad at all (i.e. kiwi fruit). I know I shouldn’t just try and error coz it might turn up error. But I know if I visited Dietitian, they will never prescribed anything for me except telling me to do exercise more. Recently, I took reductil. I know I shouldn’t without proper
prescription but I have no choice. I can’t bare myself of being
bluehyppo.

I am fed-up with exercise thing. Before this, every morning I will be at Fitness First to do some workout. In the evening after office hours, I  don’t have time for that since I need to rush to Shah Alam to attend my evening class. With those hectic daily schedule, it does not help to loose weight at all.

Perhaps if there’s other option to it, I would love to try… But don’t suggest me duramine.

How to trust?
It is not easy to trust. Once trust, shall be full hearted.

Lost trust?
Trust given stab back without me knowing the reason. It hurts but taught me who am I and where do I stand. Something that I need to ponder of being too naive.

Do you make mistake? Or in state of denial?
I admit I make mistake, will never stop making mistake and learn thru the easy and hard ways. Most people live in state of denial. Are you?

Is there any perfection?
I believe there is almost perfect but still not perfect.

What is your value?
Some people tend to forget the value of life as a person. Egoistic and materialistic will erase the value of life from a person.

How about the reality of life?
The reality of life is not as beauty as imagination. Yet, people still envy for something which is not real.

How many?
Not many will give shoulder to cry. Not many to share secrets with. Not many to talk to. Not many to walk with. But many… many…  many… opportunist.

Hmmm… I better stop now. A good rest will generate a good day tomorrow (perhaps).. I know you will not understand. Only those who have been to any part of the above will understand. It just part of matters came across my mind.

After the fatal accident at Bkt Gantang, suddenly everyone is so concern about our bus drivers. I’ve been monitoring the newspaper report every morning and almost everyday, people been talking about bus drivers. According to The Sun (I can’t remember what date) this time it is the worst in the history.

This is an old issue. Not new to us. Remember the fatal accident at Genting? Or somewhere in Temerloh, Pahang if I am not mistaken. Actually hundreds of fatal accident happened that involved buses.

Even after the Bkt Gantang’s fatal accident, there were few and about two days ago its about 5 accidents involved buses in a day. What is wrong with our public systems?

Hopefully the government will take serious action this time and it shall be continuously and consistence.

I’ve been trying to ignore but I can’t stop thinking of it. Everyday and everytime I went to KLCC, for sure I will stop for seconds in front of the shop. I will stared at it for a while before continue walking. Like our veteran always said, "Love at the first sight". I give myself a week to forget about it but I can’t. Without any further delay, that evening I went to KLCC and bought it home.

Most of my friends said "Rediculous" but I don’t care or bother. They don’t know how powerful it can be coz they don’t need it that much.

Imagine walking around with handphone, PDA, digital camera, mp3 @ mp4 player in the bag, how many kilogram? One? Perhaps.. Don’t forget to add in your mini notebook, say 12" toshiba/vaio. Also your purse, lipstrick, compact powder, a bar of cadbury, house keys, car keys, office keys… Wow! No wonder almost every month Isetan is having sales coz we always have an excuses to buy a new handbag. (Ops!! Sorry girls.. I break the secret).

So, let me introduce my new toy that cost me a bomb..

Presenting………………………………………………………………

NOKIA COMMUNICATOR E90

It’s features are very fast connectivity technologies:

• quad-band GSM/EDGE/GPRS
• UMTS
• HSDPA
• Wi-Fi
• miniUSB
• Bluetooth 2.0
• Infrared port

E90 has external 16M colors display with QVGA resolution. Of course this phone has Internal PDA display with resolution of 800×352px and 16 million colors. Phone is pretty big, it’s weight is 210g and it has a maximum standby time of solid 14 days. Another amazing thing on this phone is a 3.2mpx auto focus camera. Also the communicator hase a quality FM radio and a slot for microSD memory cards.